Tuesday, February 16, 2010
in a way i'm more disappointed rather than angry cos i really wasnt expecting it. there are some friends, u know that sometimes they go out without u, without even asking u. so okay, i've learnt to accept that, cos u cant possibly like everyone in the group to go out with them on a regular basis. but it disappoints me to learn the hard way that even those u treat as ur good friends, they can do this to u too.
not saying that good friends cant go out with other ppl, that they cant have life that doesnt include u. but when both parties are ur friends and one of them is ur good friend, the feeling is different. u can apologise, u can explain, but everything is different. not being petty, but seems like i still have alot to learn. Each for himself. that's what i learnt from u today.
i thought i'm already immune. i thought those i treat as friends treat me as their friends too. and i seriously thought the same of my good friends. perhaps all the while i've been 自作多情, going around sticking my hot face into ppl's cold butts. 有些人真的不需要在乎。
我学乖了...
*thisismymagicaltale*