Friday, July 31, 2009
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆
原來不值得。。。我們都好傻。
and i actually thought...
had an unexpected outing with xin dar and mh last night after work~i intro-ed them to l4d!! hurhur and i think imanaged to bring out xin dar's violent side. u wont believe how many times i got hit by stray bullets LOL. xD supposed to walk/take taxi back after playing but we ended up having supper at some indian stall (?). THEN we finally took taxi home lol...did an inspection of xin dar's wallet (not really inspection loh since i do that to all my friends... :X) but din find anything suspicious leh! D:
okay i just got very bo liao and scraped my plans to do a movie on xiao qiang. -.-
as i remember correctly, i stopped updating on Operation Xiao Qiang...the Cockroach Killer came around 5+, and at that time i was still
here comes the panicking part cos i DID NOT want to be stuck with XQ until fri (then it would be xin's turn hurhurhur). so i went into the next room and see if there was anyway XQ could have squeezed inside...then when i came out somehow the Killer discovered XQ on the door! (nice one trying to camouflage urself with the brown door...but we can see ur feelers twitching!) at this point i decided to be considerate and stay out of the way of the Killer so i went into the room again to
meanwhile there was alot of sounds: banging-the-chair-around, waving-the-plastic-bag-around type of noises etc etc.
and...TADA! the Killer opened the door to show me the plastic bag with XQ inside (JUST KILL/SQUASH/STEP IT OR SOMETHING LAH!) seriously, he's supposed to be the Killer, not the Saviour or something. -.- u can keep it as a pet if u want, but i wont be going near it anytime soon. (i wonder if XQ's still in the dustbin...)
(for the benefit of XQ's family...)
Speech by Xiao Xiao Qiang, XQ's youngest son:
our beloved daddy XQ has departed this world to go to a faraway land. interested parties please be there on 1st Aug 10am at XXXXX(address censored, dun need tell whole world our address -.-). the funeral would be held in the room next to where the accident/murder/kidnapping happened. till now we're still not really sure what happened to him, but as in the custom in our species, we presume him to be dead (or going to be anyway).
Precautions:
it is expected that humans would be present therefore we strongly urge all visitors to enter the venue by the "back door" aka the small hole through the door. kindly DO NOT come in big groups and attract attention to ourselves. however, as it is understood that humans are not allowed to use insecticide, we have a chance of winning with sheer numbers. after some investigation, we found that only 1 human female is expected to be in constant proximity at the time of the funeral. therefore, it would perhaps be a good idea to scare/intimidate her before we proceed with the funeral to ensure minimal disturbance.
for more details, please check www.xiaoqiangslife.com.sg
cant say that i wasnt touched LOL.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i came into the office, intending to write a long random post...but what i got was the scare of my life. i went in, intending to switch on the aircon...and just as my finger was reaching the button, i saw it twitch. -.- STUPID COCKROACH cant u find somewhere else to sleep/slack/rot, someplace where i cant see u and know that u're there! now i have to wait till 6+ for the class guys to come and help me kill... -.- and the worst thing is i'm not allowed to use insecticide! (otherwise it would be die u cockroach die!) pray that it doesnt come into the room i'm hiding in. (thanks dar for ur very helpful suggestion D:)
OPERATION XIAO QIANG is now on. Target: xiao qiang aka The Cockroach. Victim: me. who else? -.- Location: nowhere is safe! Action taken: hide. (did i mention how i thought it was crawling onto my shoe and thus i kicked my shoe off? -.-) i'm generally not scared of cockroaches de okay but not when 1. it suddenly appear in unexpected places (ie on the aircon switch) 2. it can fly 3. when i dun have a large bottle of insecticide with me.
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okay enough of the cockroach...must stay on-track with what i wanted to
update on xiaoqiang: it just disappeared to i dun know where! D,:
oh yeah yesterday's kbox was really quite different from the other kbox i've went to...for one thing, the seats werent spoilt/tattered LOL. :X and they actually have this cool keypad thingy with choices like "applause! jeers! whistles!" on it! had fun playing with those buttons :/
by the way i finally found the song i've been looking for yesterday! :D abit sad though that i couldnt recognise the song until the chorus. :X and i was actually going to write a long post which is a continuation from yesterday's post but since i've forgotten everything the lyrics shall do for now. soooo touching! xD
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me... (oh man this is the touching part!!)
And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...
okay i shall not be mean.
看着你的脆弱，并非无动于衷。。。
cos the next time, i want it to last forever...
there is only one thing stopping me...or make that 2. or 3...
went to kbox today and i just had a good idea! *brain damaged due to too many emo songs at one go* :D i shall base my post today on all the emo songs! hurhur... :X the following shall all be part of the lyrics from various songs...xD
我難過,但是說不出口. 釋懷說了太多就成真不了,也許時間是一種解葯...我的天空今天有點灰, 誰和我一樣等不到他的誰.
你寫給我的第一首歌, 你和我十指緊扣, 可是那然後呢...彼此依賴, 是愛不是負荷, 能握著手就是幸福的. 後來終于在眼淚中明白, 有些人一旦錯過就不在.
had a "discussion" with max about true love...and i realised that some ppl's definition definitely different from mine worh. o.o but like i told him...no hurry lah rather take a longer time to find the right one than to hurry find one and find the wrong one...slowly find lol. and there's actually something called meeting the right one at the wrong time vs meeting the wrong one at the right time and meeting the right one at the right time. ._. i thought as long as it's the right one u wont care whether it's the right time or not LOL :X
Monday, July 27, 2009
maybe i should start to learn to think before i talk.
went to amk arcade yesterday~discovered some new games to play! :D and no they are not violent games loh...D: played 1 game of piu with dar and CMI! i really dun know how we used to be able to spend the whole day just piu-ing at dhoby... -.- must be age catching up with me. D:
i'm glad we're talking again...it might take awhile to build up the trust again but u've always been my good friend and would still be no matter what happens! xD i've missed talking to u for the past year...welcome back =)
note: i wouldnt say u're a nice guy...judging from the pics! xD
Saturday, July 25, 2009
today was supposed to be a happy outing with sharn and suntec~could see that sharn was trying to act stupid to cheer us up (or maybe he wasnt acting? LOL :X) thanks~ and sorry for flying u 2 de aeroplane by running away so suddenly...x.x
BUT I'VE FOUND THAT WATCHING STUPID SHOWS ON TV DOES HELP HAHAHAHAHAHA...xD
Friday, July 24, 2009
i dun know whether it's because i've never really known u at all, or is it that u've changed so much in the past year till i couldnt recognise u...but it's shocking to realise that someone whom i would have once upon a time trusted in completely is now like a stranger to me...
do u really know me well enough to say that u love me?
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
now i know why i hate shopping... -.- met her yesterday at dbg (oops i was 30mins late! x.x) then (here began all the walking) walked to orchard...xin says she wanted to find orchard hotel so i kept thinking we were going there to look at yukatas. it was only after we actually reached the place that i realised she wanted to go japan embassy (which was near orchard hotel) LOL ._. so we walked from dhoby all the way to *somewhere* where we took a bus, then we somehow walked all the way up nassim hill (cos logically thinking nassim road should be somewhere near nassim hill mah!!) but ended up we had to come down the hill again, walk somemore, then finally we found nassim road!! dun know why they had to build the japan embassy at such an ulu place but we spent 2hrs looking for it! lolol =/
then we took a cab to bugis (i was feeling half dead by now liao x.x) where we found xin's obi (so ex! TT) and couldnt find my yukata cos being the lazy soul i am, i actually just wanted to find a set which ideally includes at least the yukata, geta, obi and that pouch thingy. then in that shop at most only got set of obi yukata and geta only...(not to mention i'm not very satisfied with the price and the designs loh. so many pink ones!! *shivers*) then we walked to (pardon me if i mess up my sequence cos i got abit comatose around here) haji lane where supposedly there was a house of japan but it 倒閉 already...D: at this point i gave up and we went to illuma for lunch/dinner (at 4pm~) AND HOH, the main motivation why we went there was for the 4 jubeat machines...thus imgaine our horror/disappointment where there wasnt even any sign of any jubeat machine. -.-
we ate at noodles empire (now i know why they were so enthusiastically looking for customers...). i asked them what was their soup of the day and they actually replied that it's the same everyday... ==" nvm i shall *hopefully* have my chicken soup at pizza hut tmr. :D then she had to go to office for work~so i continued my search in orchard with mh and hl...went to isetan in Lido then isetan in Tangs, then isetan in Wisma (AGAIN. i'm not going to any isetan for at least the next year. -.-) after that went to taka where i only saw very limited choices of yukata and geta, dun know why so many ppl in the forums recommend there...maybe next time when i go i shall ask the shop helpers (when i'm not as tired and not-thinking as i was yesterday). but i managed to find 2 pairs of booties for my dear nephew (SO CUTEEEEE!!! xD).
then we were supposed to go dhoby for arcade but mh's friend say far east got sell...so we went there and the shop's actually Haru (and the whole shop is soooo pink! i'm traumatized. ._.) but i couldnt see any yukatas i wanted...and they dun really come in sets. :X i really cant remember much from then on cos i was really like dead man walking LOL. oh yeah here's a pic of the super nice yukata i found online...but too bad the ordering period ended already. D:
---------i'm sorry i lied----------------from lovefatedestiny.com
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life that was on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting, she would have friends over soon. There will be sleep-overs, and parties. She was so happy. It's just the way she wanted her life to be.
On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have a clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference. What's there to lose?"
Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event. But as she rushed around like she had no sense, she began to feel guilty about all the lies, but what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, and the moonlight ride would have to wait, for Jeff was half drunk by this time.
But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Jeff took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Jeff was ready to ride to the point, but only after he'd smoked another joint.
They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, and Jeff started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right. Maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb?" With all of her might, she pushed Jeff away, "Please take me home, I don't want to stay."
Jeff cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Jeff drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, but he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride."
Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, and heard, "Call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble!" Voices she heard, a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck.
Then wondered to herself if Jeff was all right, and if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, as they gently told her that Jeff was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died."
Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done. I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, and wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, and that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?"
The nurse just stood there. She never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best to bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad."
Monday, July 20, 2009
they say time heals all wounds...but there would always be scars. strange how 2 ppl could once have been so close yet now we are like total strangers...so i just did what my instinct told me to do which is what i always do aka hide...
went all the way to amk for arcade with izu and kint yesterday...but was quite tired after only 1 game (cant help it if we're getting old x.x) and got dehydrated LOL. then crapped till 9...heng on the train back got seats for me to stone...xD met celine again today (so rare loh meet her 2days straight! =O blame it on her zibi-ness k) and mh for harry potter...the first thing i noticed about the movie was some of the translations are just so...weird. ._.
i kept waiting for the real action to start but...it feels like the movie ended before anything even really started...=/ oh yeah on the way to cck actually saw ty at bukut gombak...i couldnt even recognise him loh LOL. and to think before that we just mentioned him...TT
i used to believe in happily ever after was just as simple as mentioned in the stories. but in the stories, they always end with "and they lived happily ever after". they did not mention anything about how the prince/princess might have met someone else, or even they just decided actually they are not that happy together afterall. they dun mention the little things in daily life which are so important to couples. they dun mention the little quarrels, the little conflicts that might just end a marriage. because it is actually the small things that count.
i'm a hopeless romantic but most cases around me are just negative examples. even before marriage, there are already some ppl who treat relationships like some kind of game. in good times and in bad times, most can do it for the good times, but how many can really do it for the bad ones? how do u know that the one u've chosen wont turn around and betray u the next minute? how do u know that u wont give ur all only to realise that it wasnt worth it afterall...how many ppl really mean it when they say "i love u" to their partners?
last but not least...something i realised today while in class. teachers require great amounts of patience, care and kindness...so no wonder i cant be one LOLOL. xD
i think this story suits my theme for today lol...from lovefatedestiny.com (it has all the most touching stories i've ever read! xD)
The missing rib
A girl in love asked her boyfriend.
Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?
Boy: You, of course!
Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?
Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."
After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.
However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.
Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."
Five years went by...
He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.
In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.
One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.
Boy: How are you?
Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?
Boy: No.
Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number.
Nothing has changed.
With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.
Good bye...
One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world.
Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken...
Saturday, July 18, 2009
came up with this list of baby names for my sis and bro (actually they suggested it themselves loh).
for sis, sons can be called
1. 黃帝
2. 黃上
3. 黃財神
daughters can be called
1. 黃后 or even...
2. 黃太后
for bro, their sons/daughters can be called
1. 淩淩七 (but for this to work, they would need to have 7 children, start from 淩淩一onwards LOL) xDDD
Friday, July 17, 2009
happy birthday blog! :D
i will help u change ur look when i can find a nicer skin hoh! xD
my stupid bro who just scared me with a cockroach. D: here are the many things that went through my mind in that split second (this really proves how geminis can think about many things in a short time) :
1. OMG did it die after it banged onto my leg????
2. is it dead yet? i cant see its legs twitching...
3. omg it's one big cockroach!! x.x
4. hmmm now how do i plan my escape route? do i grab my bro who's just beside me and force him to throw away/ step on (to ensure its death) the cockroach or what?
5. AHHHH i really do not want to be so near to a cockroach!! T.T
okay i'm really not the type to be scared of cockroaches okay (only those who fly) but IT BANGED INTO ME!! =/
i just finished my boys over flowers series, so anyone has any nice korean/jap/taiwan/hongkong dramas to recommend? preferably not taiwan cos i find their shows abit...hongkong would be nice, those long series with alot 奸人that kind. xD or jap/korean with alot nice OSTs + guys and girls...=X but best is if someone knows of any shows that's like harry potter! those magic + sch kind which happens to be my 2 fave genres. xD i recently discovered that my sis actually dun know how to appreciate such things...=(
**my blog's going to be 1 year old on sat! must wish my blog happy birthday hoh! xDDD it actually feels like much longer :X
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
okok to be fair...i shall open this to the general public. :X
ice age 3d was damn funny! especially the baby animals...xD nice that even the big dino was kind too. while we're on this topic...my pregnant sis (yes celine, dun be shocked again that she's pregnant, she's not getting any younger u know :X) just told me some very shocking things. which i'm sure after reading it, most girls would actually be too traumatized. i'm still too shocked to type it out myself so i shall quote her " need 24 pads for the first two days.. scary!! The menses after delivery lasts about 4 weeks I heard" and the weird thing she said is it's actually worth it due to not having period for 9months!! ><>
i let my guard down today but i'm glad no one saw it. i think i shall go take a long bus ride the next off day i have. sometimes lyrics really speak better than anything else.
石欣卉 - 一人留
有一种想陷下去的感动
听着你的脆弱
并非无动于衷
我总是忘了怎么
不挥霍你辽阔的温柔
他现在比从前消瘦
可惜你的爱 我不能收
可惜你的手 我不能握
你别再累了
我想甩脱
三人游 两人疚 一人留
微微的 深深的 不能舍不得
淡淡的 浓浓的 都已不值得
你应得的不在我这
勇敢走下一段路口
会有人等候比我更大方
给你更多快乐
用真心将你完成
有一种挥之不去的内疚
读着我的伤忧
读着你的难过
放开你无助安放的执著
好朋友依旧
不会就此擦肩而过
可惜你的爱 我不能收
可惜你的手 我不能握
你别再累了
我想甩脱三人游 两人疚 一人留
微微的 深深的 不能舍不得
淡淡的 浓浓的 都已不值得
你应得的不在我这
勇敢走下一段路口
会有人等候比我更大方
给你更多快乐
用真心将你完成
我知道 我知道 我知道
是因为 是因为 我的爱
我的爱 在他身边总离不开~
我爱在这总离不开~
我想甩脱
三人游 两人疚 一人留
微微的 深深的 不能舍不得
淡淡的 浓浓的 都已不值得
你应得的不在我这
勇敢走下一段路口
想不到的 会出现的比我更大方
给你更多快乐
用真心将你完成
比我更大方 给你更多快乐
我期盼你能快乐
the problem with letting people close to u and actually caring about them is that u give them the power to hurt u... they say geminis dun cry in front of ppl and that's true.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
seems like i haven updated for so long~anyway, today went to vivo to meet sis for lunch/breakfast and water the movie duplicity...she told me it was a romance comedy loh but i was thinking how come doesnt match what i read in the reviews...so throughout the movie (i was in half sleep mode aka sleep with my eyes open mode during the first half of the movie) i was waiting for the funny parts to come out. ._. turns out that sis fell asleep too! xD
after that went to city hall to meet my ma for ndp...so fun loh. :x but too bad it started raining just before the grand finale which includes the long-awaited for fireworks... D: nvm loh i shall wait till the actual day then take pics (which is what i've been doing these past few years anyway~) x.x and it was hard to get a taxi from there loh but on second thoughts still better than newyear countdown lah... :D
a red heart...
