Tuesday, January 27, 2009
suddenly realise actually i have so many things to blog about~k went to jp on thus (i think) to meet xin kint and ce. after jubeating we went to some jap place (was it bentai?) to eat dinner...and the following scandalous picture of kint sending a flying kiss to my dar was taken LOL. =x
after that we went to help ce look for cny clothes in various shops but somehow we rarely really went into shops to look at the clothes...in the end she only got some earrings. x.x the new jp extension is really biggggg! xD
cant remember what i did on fri, but woke up super early to meet kint dek and jojo at jp (again) cos they wanted to go book the machines when there's no ppl...but they all came late~ D:then i left to meet my sis for squash at nus and really loh it was more like a gossip session than workout session. =x was supposed to have plans after that but i was too tired so i ended up sleeping. then played mj with ma, bro and his gf and won around 10 dollars...(contribution to contacts fund).
then on new year's eve, woke up super early again cos sis and bro-in-law coming back for reunion dinner + visiting + mj session (again). played 3 rounds of mj,,,hurhur and won more than 10 dollars so these 2 days i won about $25 from mj~~hurhur and while we were playing i heard some news from sis that basically means i'll definitely be able to afford the contacts soon! xD the reunion dinner this year was abit different from past years cos i special-ordered 2 dishes, luncheon meat and ngon hiang. but in the end although she said she bought the ngon hiang but she din take it out for the dinner (then buy for what~ D:). after that everyone disappeared~pa went to work, sis and bro-in-law went to his house for another reunion dinner while bro ran to his gf house for MORE mj. so i watched tv all the way from 8 to about 1+...
then today woke up and heard the news that cck arcade is having a promotion today and tmr and it might be open...so in the end bathed and dressed up earlier than schedule then went to jubeat. =x after that chiong to my aunt's house and watched my bro and ma play mj with my aunts. but before that, something embarrassing happened again (speaking of embarrassing things, i had a marilyn monroe momemt when i was coming down the escalator in the mrt station). i went up to the 18th floor and actually rang the doorbell without looking at the number...and when an old granny and a maid came out i was wondering "hm...is this a relative i haven met before?" in the end i looked at the number and realised i was at the wrong door...(i spent a few moments panicking thinking whether was i even at the right block).
after that i kena dragged by my cousins to play big2 but luckily in the end i still won about $1.50...was supposed to go meet kint xin jojo dek at cck (AGAIN) de but in the end i last min lazy to go out. =x and and and! my cousin told me that when we went to her house for her wedding her huaband's sis said i'm beautiful!! hurhurhur~ xD
Thursday, January 22, 2009
i think i'm falling in love with lin junjie. okay lah maybe not with him lah but his songs. especially that song which keeps playing in audi lobby. it just sounds so hyper~~puts ppl in a good mood automatically leh. anyway, been reading the book "goodnight, beautiful" by dorothy koomson these past few days and really, it's not something u should read if u dun want to make urself depressed. basically all the characters inside are abit screwed up (or maybe more than abit)...
and recently i've been receiving complaints (LOL) that i keep wearing the same clothes. basically everyone i meet tells me "eh why u always wear the same clothes ah?" and my replies are always the same: "cos i always take whatever's on top of the pile". =x but okay after cny i should have more different clothes to wear...if i bother to look for them in my wardrobe lol~oh yeah talking about clothes these few days i got quite a few new polo tees (from both sis and bro, dun know why they suddenly think i'm suitable for polo tees when i haven wore any pole tee before).
just went to pack some clothes which my sis threw to me cos she says "they are too young for meeee" but which i've left on the stairs beside my bed cos 1. i'm lazy to pack. 2. i'm lazy to sort through them to see what i want and what i dun. 3. i'm just plain lazy to put them into my wardrobe (my extra neat wardrobe! not that the neatness would last very long =x). anyway just sorted through that pile (cos my ma insists the pile on the stairs is getting bigger) and found some clothes that i actually would like =O (actually i also found some of my old clothes LOL dun know how they got there).
i cant wait for cny to come~oh yeah must thank vaious contributors for their contributions to my contacts fund through my winnings from mj muahahaha~
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
stole this from xin dar's and jojo's blog...
1. Name a friend from A-Z.
A: andy
B: brandon
C: celine
D: dek
E: eriol
F: feon
G: gary
H: haolong (LOL repeated ones can lah hoh)
I: izu
J: jojo
K: kint
L: luke
M: meiting
N: natania
O:
P: pearlyn
Q: qunyi (i'm randomly putting in my cousins' names)
R: ruishan
S: seewah
T: tiongyan
U:
V: vivian
W: weiren (hoho my bro-in-law get a mention too)
X: xin
Y: yu ting
Z: zhao yu
2. Can R & S be together in BoyGirl relationship?
considering they are both girls... ._.
3. How is L related to you?
hmmm! my ex of 2 weeks. =x
4. Does Y know to Z?
i dun think so. one is my uni friend one is my jc friend. o.o
5. If C betrays you, will you kill him/her?
i'll kill her and then cut into many small small pieces!! lol no lah i'm not so violent. =x
6. If K steals your boyfriend/girlfriend, what will you do?
O.O if kint steals my bf...good luck to him. if he wants my girlfriend i dun min sharing. =)
7. What if B tells you that he/she has a crush on you?
considering he's my best friend whom i haven contacted for years...
8. Will you and M get into a fight?
i dun see her enough to get into a fight with her! x.x
9. Who does R have a crush on?
o.o i have no idea...my xin dar perhaps?
10. If G calls you a bitch, what will you do?
bitch-slap him (i dun know what it means but somehow it just seems appropriate)
11. What's the relationship between you and E?
penpals who became good friends.
12. Who is I's best friend?
me!! lol siao. TT
13. Who does Z likes?
how would i know when i haven seen him for so long? ._.
14. What colour does Y likes?
no idea~
15. Where does G lives?
dun know, dun care
16. Did you and C have a fight before?
too many to count LOL
17. Who is H's best friend?
according to him he has 3-4 best friends.
18. What can you say about T?
i wish i wont see him again in the near future
19. What if W tells you that he/she has a crush on you, you will...?
impossible considering he's married to my sis. (and he's so old~)
20. tag 10 people to do this quiz
lazy to sabo. =x
Monday, January 19, 2009
cant really remember what happened these past few days, except that they all involved going to cck arcade LOL. on fri, was supposed to meet the zigang (in order to trade textbooks with dek) but in the end ce last min pangseh-ed (!!!) and dek was sick. so only me, xin and kint went...then on sat i went to meet kint and hl (again) at cck arcade before going to eat lunch and watch red cliff 2 (specially went orchard to watch cos SOMEONE wanted to go there to exchange his psp something something). reviews said it's not nice and i guess i have to agree. but some of the plans are really really smart lah!! okay i know the scriptwriter wasnt the one who thought of those ideas but they were REALLY REALLY SMART! xD
then on sun i woke up super early to go cycling. being the accident prone me i got a few "battle-scars" on my legs (and my butt). then when i finally went home i thought i could rest and slack for the rest of the day, but dek sms-ed me...initially i told him i'm not free (cos i had a date with my bed) but since we dun really have any other days available i just dragged my lazy self out...so i thought "aiyah since out already shun bian go meet xin they all for arcade (twice in one day!!)". so after meeting dek (LOL i felt like i was passing something illegal =x) i went to xin dar's office to gossip gossip (MUAHAHAHAHA~).
actually hoh, wasnt feeling well in the morning already but i kept tahan-ing cos i thought it's my usual flu. and my primary reason for going arcade was to lvl up my card...but in the end i left without playing a single game of jubeat!! x.x cant really remember how i got home eventually but it was damn cold~~i thought after eating my usual flu med it will get better but this morning when i woke up i began to experience my usual signs of fever (cough, runny nose, muscle ache) this reminded me that my annual high fever haven come yet...(yes i have a high fever every year for some reason). just pray that if i'm going to have a fever i can recover before cny (i still wanna eat my new year goodies de...D:)
now i'm going to have the very enjoyable task of unpacking all my new year stuff and somehow squeeze everything into the wardrobe and the not-so-enjoyable task of clearing out the old stuff~~
Thursday, January 15, 2009
i guess those feelings and thoughts i've been keeping buried inside me for the past 7 months finally caught up with me...i dun know why all the memories started popping up all of a sudden...perhaps it was cos i used to spend all special days with u?
i still remember in the early days, i was so happy that i felt i was floating on clouds. nothing could bring me down. every morning, i would wake up with a smile, even before remembering the reason why i was so happy. then i would go to sch and wait for u (i still remember reaching sch at the ungodly hour of 630am, 1hr before sch starts) and when u finally came, usually with ur group of friends, i would pretend not to notice and be my usual self (which is acting cool)...
we would make use of any time we could to meet up, sometimes just being together, talking and doing nothing. i always thought this would be enough, to keep us happy. i remember even before we got together, there was one night when i was on my way home from west coast park where i went for guides bbq alone. i passed by a particularly dark patch and i got so scared that i called u just to chat, just to hear someone's voice. no idea why but that particular memory somehow concludes my image of u.
i remember going to west coast park with u, sitting on the grass playing card games, attempting to fly the kite, lying there looking up at the sky. i remember spending christmas eve camping at east coast park, watching the sea and listening to its sounds while i slept. counting the stars, looking out at the sea. in the last few months, i told u i wanted to build sandcastles at the beach and u promised me we would...but we never did. i remembered the first time i went to meet ur family, how nervous i was, worrying whether they would like me or not.
but mostly, those memories that are embedded deepest in my mind are those of special days, valentine's days, ur birthdays, my birthdays, christmases and new years. our first christmas together, our first new year, first birthdays, first valentine's day...i guess that's what provoked the memories. especially when for the countdown this year, i went to the exact same place we went to last year with our maple friends. that day, as i walked along the same road, remembering everything, with almost the exact same ppl as last year, i couldnt help but remember last year, remember u. like i once told celine, for some reason i cant really remember much from the past 2 years of my life. i dun know what i was doing, i cant even really recall what i did during my jc days.
new year's eve, as i watched the fireworks exploding in front of my eyes, i wondered whether u're watching them too, whether u're remembering us. while my mind at that time was filled with memories, i tried hard to act happy, to pretend that nothing's wrong but i couldnt. memories cant be completely erased that easily...i wish all we had were bad memories so that i can just forget everything but i cant cos no matter what, 我們也曾經幸福過...
as much as i wish that things could have remained that way forever, we all know it's impossible...soon things started getting ugly, and the worst thing is i dun know what i could have done to make them better. somehow it seemed that whatever i did or said was wrong. eventually, i just got tired of explaining myself...shouldnt u be the one who trusted me, who defending me no matter what? shouldnt u be the one stopping my tears instead of being the one to cause them? i told myself that it would get better, that no one ever said it was easy to keep a relationship going. so i kept waiting for things to get better. but no, in the end they just got worse and worse, with u pushing my limits to see how far u could go before i finally snapped.
soon, i got used to being hurt by ur words and actions...and i started wondering "would u do this to me if u really treasure me?" how can u bear to say all those things when u knew how badly they would hurt me? u may say u din mean it, u said them in a fit of anger, but would u say them if u never thought of them? and i've always hated being lied to, yet u can blatantly deny doing something when we both know u did. but whatever, 一切都過去了...u were my best friend and perhaps someday, u will be again. haven contacted u for almost 6 months, 你最近還好嗎?
i still remember last year my birthday, u werent here to celebrate it with me...but nvm cos i thought we would always have time to celebrate a belated one, perhaps celebrate both birthdays together. i never thought we would run out of time...but i guess something that clued me in was that night, on the eve of my birthday, while i was celebrating with my maple friends, 我沒想像中那么想你...
i look for perfection in relationships, but that's not to say that the person must be perfect, or that it must be without arguments. just that 彼此真心對待...was it too much to ask for? now that i've started having feelings for someone else again, i cant help but hesitate...感覺是對了，可是他也和我一樣嗎? i dun think so...
the feelings may have been numbed but the memories wont be forgotten so fast...especially 32 months worth of memories...and if u count in the time before we got together, it would be far more than that...so if i seem distracted during valentine's day, my birthday, or a particular day in june, dun worry it's just me stoning...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
another quiz...lol so many updates today. =x
1.What do you think of me, Windows Media Player?
Song: because i'm a girl (korean)
Comment: lol 50-50 mah either girl or guy what. x.x
2. Will I have a happy life?
Song: 下雨天
Comment: whoa sounds bad. o.o
3. What do my friends really think of me?
Song: 不作你的朋友
Comment: wa thanks sia! -.-
4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Song: 童年的時光機
Comment: wa very helpful. ._.
5. What does [insert significant other…Joo JI Hoon!] think of me?
Song: 小酒窩
Comment: i got jiu wo meh? o.o
6. How can I make myself happy?
Song: 我還想他
Comment: eee means what? o.o
7. What should I do with my life?
Song: 梁山伯與祝麗葉
Comment: huh O.O
8. Why must life be so full of pain?
Song: i my me mine
Comment: ................................
9. How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
Comment: lol wth?? i wish i could skip this question. ==" (actually, i am LOL)
10. Will I ever have children?
Song: 決別詩
Comment: eee i want children!! TT
11. Will I die happy?
Song: 月牙彎
Comment: o.o? not helpful...
12. Can you give me some advice?
Song: 不得不愛
Comment: lol o.o
13. What do you think happiness is?
Song: 對的人
Comment: haha finally one that sounds logical...
14. What's your favourite fetish?
Song: 想你
Comment: what's fetish? o.o
15. Will I get far in life?
Song: crush
Comment: means what?? o.o
16. How do my friends see me?
Song: 彩虹
Comment: yay they see me as rainbow LOL
17. Where will i get married?
Song: 倒帶
Comment: .............
18. What is my best friend's theme song?
Song: 退後
Comment: huh ._.
19. What is the story of my life?
Song: 一個人生活
Comment: wa this is bad!! x.x
20. What is/was high school like?
Song: teardrops on my guitar
Comment: lol i din even know of this song during my sec sch days o.o
21. How can i get ahead in life?
Song: 只對你有感覺
Comment: O.O
22. What is the best thing about me?
Song: always online
Comment: LOL wth??? x.x
23. How is today going to be?
Song: 如果能在一起
Comment: hm....
24. What song describes my parents?
Song: 醉赤壁
Comment: that reminds me, i haven watch red cliff2 yet. =x
25. my grandparents?
Song: 不想懂得
Comment: hm? o.o
26. How is my life going?
Song: 夜曲
Comment: o.o
27. What song will they play at my funeral?
Song: 心願便利貼
Comment: (wa so fast think of funeral liao)
28. How does the world see me?
Song: 情非得以
Comment: lol i WISH ah. x.x
29. What is my signature dancing song?
Song: 稻香
Comment: lol...
30. What do I think my current theme song is?
Song: 楓
Comment: o.o
31. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Song: say yes
Comment: O.O??
32. What do I really want from life?
Song: forbidden love
Comment: eeeee no i dun want that!!! =OOOO
33. What should I do to help others?
Song: 在你身邊
Comment: lol okay. =x
34. What should I do to succeed in life?
Song: 暗號
Comment: lol give signals to succeed? o.o
35. What should i do to help myself?
Song: 小手拉大手
Comment: i have small hands.
36. What is my one most important goal in life?
Song: 一首歌的時間
Comment: ...........
37. What do I get the most pleasure from?
Song: 牛仔很忙
Comment: so i shall become a cowboy? o.o
38. What do people assume when they first look at me?
Song: when u're gone
Comments: o.o
39. What Will be a big challenge in life for me?
Song: oops i did it again
Comments: LOL. TT
40. Am I a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
Song: 痛快
Comments: i shall assume that means good~~
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
suddenly had the impulse to write an essay...no lah actually was inspired by ppl. cos lastrina wrote on her facebook wall about marriages... how seriously do ppl take relationships actually? from virtual ones to real life ones...is it just something to cure loneliness or to boost their ego? (the "hey someone likes me!" kind) from a real life pov...i've always thought that marriage means forever, really the 'till death do us part' kind. if so, why are there so many cases of divorce? o.o
cant help but remember a joke...imagine there is a department store that 'sells' husbands. it allows women to go from lvl1 to 6 or 7, cant remember, looking for their ideal partner. the catch is, u're not supposed to go back to a lvl once u've left it. lvl1 has all those men who knows how to help in housework, lvl2 has those who not only helps in housework but are also very caring, so on and so forth. meaning their good qualities increase from each lvl lah. so my point is...many ppl go in and came out without finding someone. some settle for what they do not really want but cos they do not want to be alone, something's better than nothing mah.
what's the point of 'settling' for someone whom u know is not what u really want? u wont be happy cos he/she's not ur ideal partner, and u would always feel like something's missing. it wont be pleasant for him/her either cos they're always the 2nd best. who knows one day if u meet someone who's ur ideal partner u wont run away with them? there's a saying "marriage is not finding someone u can live with (means can tolerate), but someone whom u cant live without." isnt it very true meh? the number of ppl whom u can live with is confirm greater than those u cant live without. how many ppl can truly say "oh without xxxx i'll DIE" lol. =x but really lah, nobody will die. it's just the feeling that "wa i'll definitely die loh". -.-
how many ppl can say "i love u" and really mean it? it's ridiculous how many ppl are abusing these 3 words. when u misuse them, the one time that u really really want to express how u feel truly u would feel that these 3 words just arent enough. it's hard to get a relationship going as u get to know each other better and know their bad habits/weaknesses etc. how strong does a love have to be to withstand such tests?
and in virtual world...i was actually quite against such things. like in maple, majority of the players are kids loh yet they can get married in-game. x.x and...it's easy to get married or get divorced. spreading bad morals much? o.o yeah i understand these are just games...but it's still ppl who are playing them right?
aiyo type till i also forgot what was my main point liao. suan le...x.x
koped another quiz from xin dar...
1. what have u been doing recently?
slacking, playing like mad.
2. do u ever turn ur cellphone off?
only when i'm very angry/emo
3. what happened at 10am today?
eating breakfast and preparing to go to sch
4. when did u last cry?
cant remember...=x
5. believe in fate/destiny?
yeah...but we're still in charge of our own life.
6. what do u want in ur life now?
to be content with what i have instead of focusing on what i dun have...
7. do u carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
neither, i love to walk in the rain. xD
8. what's ur favourite thing to have on ur bed?
my doraemon things (ie soft toy, pillow, bolster etc)
9. what bottoms are u wearing now?
pants loh. ._.
10. what's the nicest thing in ur inbox?
it's been very long since i saved anything in my inbox
11. what are u proud of?
seriously nothing loh...x.x
12. what's the oldest msg in ur inbox?
"tmr i send to ur email haha :)" o.o
13. what was the last song u sang out loud?
i think it was crush
14. do u have any nicknames?
shuj, leaf
15. what does ur last text msg say?
"nope. :) thanks" =="
16. what time did u go to bed last night?
2+am i think
17. are u currently happy?
more like learning to be contented than happy...
18. who gives u the best advice?
no matter who gives me advice i'm still too stubborn to listen to them LOL
19. do u eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i dun even eat whipped cream. o.o
20. who did u talk to on the phone last night?
i din talk on the phone last night
21. is something bugging u?
something...or someone? lol =x
22. who was the last person who made u laugh?
hm...haven really laughed in a long time.
23. do u wear toesocks?
wanted to try but decided they look tooooooo funny~ x.x
24. who was the last person u missed a call from?
melissa
25. have u ever had ur heart broken?
lol who hasnt? o.o
26. what annoys u most in a person?
lying even when we both know he/she's lying. THINK I STUPID HUH. -.-
27. do u have a crush on someone?
hurhurhur...
28. have u ever done cocaine?
nah waste $$
29. what is the colour of ur room?
baby blue! =D
30. would u kill someone u hate for a million bucks?
cant really be bothered lah.
31. do u believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
actions speak louder than words.
32. who was the last person to lie in ur bed?
me loh. ._.
33. who was the last person to hug u?
...say liao later kena scandal again...
34. did u see the last person u kissed recently?
nope. haven seen him for around 6months i think. dun really want to.
35. do u have a life?
no i always stay home doing quizzes like this.
36. have u ever thought someone died, when they din?
yes...woke up in cold sweat and then try to reassure myself that they're actually not dead.
37. what is the reason behind ur profile song?
hm..........unrequited love lah.
38. who was the last person u saw in ur dreams?
i dreamt of a happy ending...and i din want to wake up (yes i'm purposely ignoring the question LOL =x)
39. last time u smiled?
cant remember. o.o
40. have u changed this year?
i learnt to act better.
41. what are u listening to now?
OST from the movie "crying out love in the center of the world" (no i haven watched it but heard the song during lecture today)
42. are u talking to someone while doing this?
nah
43. do u walk with ur eyes closed or open?
siao? o.o
44. is there a quote u live by?
not really.
45. do u want someone u can never have?
...aiyo...x.x
46. have u ever played an instrument?
recorder counted or not? o.o
47. what was the worst idea u've had this week?
telling someone my feelings for him (as a result of my happy dream, but i got rid of that idea after 5mins)
48. what were u doing last night at 11pm?
getting ready to watch my current fave show. o.o
49. are u happy with ur love life now?
WHAT love life??? lol TT
50. what song best describes ur love life?
told u no love life liao.
51. does the person know u like him/her?
i hope he doesnt and wont ever know...let me have some last scrap of dignity pls. x.x
52. who always make u laugh?
some ppl can make me laugh even without trying cos just seeing them makes my face go like this: =)
53. do u speak languages other than english?
very lousy broken hokkien with angmoh accent, mandarin and trying learn jap.
54. favourite website?
stalking ppl's blogs. =x
55. what's ur middle name?
no middle name worh. o.o
56. what do u think u're like?
cant think of anything to describe myself.
went for my first lecture this sem yesterday at science fac...and spent 15mins walking around trying to find the LT. x.x luckily, the lecture wasnt very "science-ly" so at least i could understand what he said. the lecture was on logic and reasoning, so i have a few examples to share...they are very unexpected yet strangely logical...
eg1. russell's paradox
there was a barber who lived in a certain village. he only shaves those who do not shave themselves. so the question is, does the barber shave himself?
think about it...lol. =x
and another one:
'Y' is a word that can only be defined by fifteen words or more. what word is 'Y'?
oh, in case anyone's wondering what strange mod i'm taking to have such weird questions...it's called Living with Maths. TT
Saturday, January 10, 2009
koped this from xin dar's blog...xD
01. what are u listening to right now?
not listening to anything...
02. complete this sentence: i love...
love is too strong a word so i dun use it easily. =)
03. what was the last thing that u ate?
home-cooked noodles! xD
04. if u were a crayon, what colour would u be?
white.
05. what do u do during breakfast time?
usually still sleeping. o.o
06. last person u talked to on the phone?
cant remember. i dun like talking on the phone. =/
07. the first thing u think about when u come across a person of the opposite sex?
uh...just another human being? o.o
08. auto or manual car?
auto.
09. favourite day of the week?
saturday xD
10. favourite place?
hard to describe, but it's a playground
11. favourite sport?
badminton, basketball, squash and (most recently) table-tennis (when i dun have to keep picking up the ball)
12. do u wear contacts?
yeah and i'm trying to save up for monthly ones! =x
13. the coolest thing i've done to release anger was?
threw my water bottle at the target. and was actually quite disappointed when it din hit her. =O
14. person i hate the most?
liars cos i dun know if they're lying or not.
15. scary movies or happy ones?
both are equally fake. those things that happened in a scary movie most prob wont happen in real life, same as those in happy movies.
16. what is the best thing about being a girl?
not being a guy? o.o
17. when i'm stuck in a jar...
huh? O.O
18. chocolates or flowers?
i'm not really a big fan of flowers...potato chips can? =x
19. sms or call? why?
sms. i dun like talking when i cant see the person's expression
20. if u could turn back time, what would u do?
i guess i wont do anything to change things. everything happened for a reason (whoa that sounds damn philosophical right?? xD)
21. at this point i noticed that xin dar's quiz missed out this question. o.o
22. in ur wallet, u have...
money, library card, neoprints, recipes (LOL dun ask me why i keep them there =x), movie ticket stubs, receipts (that i'm too lazy to throw away), various bits and pieces lah.
23. favourite board game?
game of life! =D and monopoly xD
24. favourite smells?
i actually hate any smells cos my nose is very sensitive. dun too smelly can liao. =x
25. what was the last thing u did before this?
played audi LOL
26. when is ur birthday?
25th may (pressies~~~)
27. what time is it?
19:17
TEN FIRSTS
first best friend: jiaying
first screen name: i cant remember o.o
first pet: still waiting
first piercing: ears (and reluctantly also)
first sch: fuhua primary
first CD: BEST OF 1999 LOL
first car: still waiting...
first stuffed animal: doraemon i think.
NINE LASTS
last alcoholic beverage: few sips of champagne i drank during sis's wedding.
last car ride: last week i think
last movie seen: bolt? o.o
last phone call: i said i dun like phone calls mah...
last cd played: cds are outdated...
last bath: just ._.
last time u cried: lol cant remember...
EIGHT HAVE U EVERS
1.have u ever dated one of ur best friends?
yes.
2. have u ever been arrested?
hey i'm a law-abiding citizen okay.
3. have u ever skinny dipped?
nope and not planning to in this life.
4. have u ever been on tv?
not as far as i know
5. have u ever kissed someone and then regretted it?
considering i only kissed one person before... ._.
6. have u ever cheated?
cheated on someone, no. cheated during games, LOL of cos. =x
7. have u ever spent more than 5hrs online?
yeah
8. have u ever cried urself to sleep?
yes.
FIVE FAVOURITES (yes i skipped the 2 parts in between. =x)
1. doraemon
2. jay
3. books
4. games
5. cant think of any liao
FOUR PERSON U CAN TELL (ALMOST) EVERYTHING TO:
1. hmmm...celine
2. my sis
3. hl (jie mei nia...)
4. ty (or at least, used to...)
TWO THINGS U WANT TO DO BEFORE U DIE:
1. experience what is it like to love and be loved.
2. living in a cottage in a peaceful environment
ONE THING U REGRET
dun do things that u will regret and dun regret the things that u do.
TEN PEOPLE TO TAG
lol i think those who want to do can just volunteer themselves lah. =x
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
since everyone else is doing it...
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. (who are u kidding? o.o) same as everyone else who took this apparently.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... (lol okayyyy)which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. same as everyone else who took this apparently.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! (so not true...)same as everyone else who took this apparently.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. (...hitler much? -.-) Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. same as everyone else who took this apparently.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. (i see...) You're a strong person. (wheeee i'm strooooong)
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. (who says?) And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. (i wish!) You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. (LOL out of the whole thing only this is true nia x.x)You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. (yes i admit i always misinterpret things, so now i'm just not going to think so much.) same as everyone else who took this apparently.
Monday, January 5, 2009
it's bidding time again...time to get into the study mode liao! x.x and since i haven declared my major, most prob i wont be taking any psych mods this sem if i cant bid for them. TT and for some weird reason i'm going to take maths...=/
i'm desperate to change to wearing contacts! new year, new stuff! xD must start saving up...=x
Saturday, January 3, 2009
so many things to blog about! x.x okay first i went to cousin's tea ceremoney at her house in tampines on 30th (tue). dun really know what i went there for except to kaypoh LOL. played with my cousins and nephews for awhile then somehow i ended up being the tea-bearer (hm sounds weird). basically i was the one who carried the tea tray for them to take the tea from. dun know how come suddenly dragged to do that...but nvm since i got free angbaos! xD
after that had lunch and went home to sleep awhile before preparing to go clarke quay area for the wedding dinner. this is the view i took from the resturant...
the free gifts...dun u think they look like the bears from 宮? xD
the dinner itself was quite okay...ate till damn full. the most fun part was when the groom and bride went to sing on-stage and also when the groom said "i'm not good with words...i dun really know what to say...so i prepared a small rap." and then proceeded with his rap for 5mins. ==" but at least he managed to surprise the bride with a diamond ring at the end! (it's not the ring that's important okay it's the fact that he's romantic enough to surprise her! xD)
then on new year's eve 31st (wed) i went to cck arcade to meet kint ce and xin for jubeat (oops i nearly typed piu). then rushed to harbour front to meet my maple guild peeps and i was late! but nvm cos there were ppl later than me (and one of them was the organiser!) poor salty managed to sprain her ankle while walking down the stairs...hohoho. ><>
the anti-social 3...nvm let them tmm~~
smiley face made from my prawns and sotong...=x
after that we went to city hall for the countdown and to watch fireworks...and we sat/stoned at the foodcourt there to watch the fireworks cos apparently they said it would be better from a high view...but i cant even squeeze in front to watch so in the end we went down to watch~and got a nice spot! xD but first, some toupai shots~
memo being cooperative and acting cute...=O
the deep in thought pose. no lah this is the "toupai-ing others but kena toupai-ed pose"
mr i-dun-know-what's-his-name no.1 he's very cooperative unlike SOME ppl! :D
mr i-dun-know-what's-his-name no.2 and no.3...abit blur so i wanted to take again but...
running away in progress!! =/
the anti-social 3...nvm let them tmm~~
mr i-dun-know-what's-his-name no.4...
salty ran away without taking any pics with me...so no pics of her D: nvm maybe later i go draw one lol~~vids of the fireworks...DAMN NICE LAH can feel the vibration all those! xD and feels like they're exploding right in front of ur eyes~oh and i was in the exact same spot as the one i was in on national day! (but with a better view) and it was then that i realised it was almost the same place we went to for 2008's countdown! too bad that it had only been one year yet so many things have changed...but at least everyone still looked the same though some circumstances might have changed. =/
first part of the fireworks video...cos my phone suddenly ran out of memory. x.x
first part of the fireworks video...cos my phone suddenly ran out of memory. x.x
the first pic...quite serious poses...
and then the 2nd pic...all looking at ky acting cute. ._.
memo joining in and acting cute too...=x
for some reason almost everybody had weird poses...
for some reason almost everybody had weird poses...
last but not least...=)
after counting down i was psycho-ed by ce to ton at kint's house (heng i already told my ma that i maybe not coming home...)by the time we reached i think it was around 2am liao. spent the night stoning...and playing mj + stoning at the same time...managed to stop kint from falling asleep (if not we can never wake him up!) but ce slept almost the whole way~then went to imm to eat mac breakfast but by then i was quite sleepy liao so cant really remember much...x.x and that's how i slept my new year day away lol~
after counting down i was psycho-ed by ce to ton at kint's house (heng i already told my ma that i maybe not coming home...)by the time we reached i think it was around 2am liao. spent the night stoning...and playing mj + stoning at the same time...managed to stop kint from falling asleep (if not we can never wake him up!) but ce slept almost the whole way~then went to imm to eat mac breakfast but by then i was quite sleepy liao so cant really remember much...x.x and that's how i slept my new year day away lol~
then on fri (2nd) we went to plaza sing to jubeat jubeat~ce and i had our dinner at plaza sing's hong kong xin wang cafe (again) and here are some yummy pics! xD
the fried wanton...
the fried wanton...
the not-so-delicous siew mai...=x
chicken porridge! xD
after eating we went to find them at dhoby arcade and they were trying PIU freestyle! (means 1 credit but 2 ppl play) quite fun once u get used to it i guess. =x oh yeah then they went back to PS for more jubeat and we missed the last train so we wanted to take 502. at first the timing was stuck forever at 13mins but suddenly the bus just DISAPPEARED! -.- kns so we took 7 with dek to clementi then the initial plan was to either walk or take taxi (and on the bus we plotted how to rob and beat up taxi uncles and i managed to peep at ce and dek's wallets! omg sia dek has like 4 different looks x.x and the one on his nus student card is like the best liao...dun know why become like that LOL jkjk =x) but while we were waiting for taxi we saw 105 coming so there was a rush to catch the bus~haven ran for so long. i failed my 2.4km remember? =/
but seriously thanks dek for offering to escort us while we waited for taxi and chasing the bus with us! (it's quite a gentlemanly gesture which many singaporean guys nowadays lack =x) =D and then i forced my bro to wait for me downstairs so that we can take the lift up together (hey it was really dark and quiet by then okay TT)
and this morning i woke up early to play squash at nus with my siblings. my bro is really disgusting loh he wins not by skill but by strength and size...(meaning he blocks the way with his body and smakcs every single shot) then we went home to play mj...and i cooked maggie mee for my sis for the 1st time! xD after that went to fetch kint at je mrt (cos he dun know how to walk~ tsk.) and shun bian bought waffles. BUT HOH! i ordered liao then the auntie (yes i'm definitely calling her auntie) asked me to wait awhile. but after around 10mins i was thinking how come those who come later than me got their orders first...thus the following convo:
and this morning i woke up early to play squash at nus with my siblings. my bro is really disgusting loh he wins not by skill but by strength and size...(meaning he blocks the way with his body and smakcs every single shot) then we went home to play mj...and i cooked maggie mee for my sis for the 1st time! xD after that went to fetch kint at je mrt (cos he dun know how to walk~ tsk.) and shun bian bought waffles. BUT HOH! i ordered liao then the auntie (yes i'm definitely calling her auntie) asked me to wait awhile. but after around 10mins i was thinking how come those who come later than me got their orders first...thus the following convo:
me: eh how come those who come later get their orders first de ah?
kint: maybe they order liao then stand one side loh.
me: o.o oh is it. ._. (then stupidly waited for 5 more mins)
(after realising that those who REALLY came later got their orders first)
me (to the auntie): excuse me. how come my order so long one huh?
auntie: huh u got order ah?
me: (by now already quite bu shuang cos even if i haven ordered i was standing right in front of her and she also din ask me what i want!) yes i ordered 2 choc.
the auntie then keeps apologising but was ignored (yes i can be rude when i want to. =/)
then we went to my house to transfer jubeat songs and o2mania (yay new game to try! xD) and went to meet dek and xin at fish and co. was tempted to try the new york fish and chips cos apparently according to kint if i wanted to eat the normal one might as well eat at kopitiam...but it was stuffed with cheese and with my past experience with cheese (meaning i can only eat certain types of cheese) i din want to order and then waste it. so i ordered the normal one and koped his. =x
ohohoh and xin dar's drink came with a cherry so i tried to tie the stalk with my tongue (apparently if u can do it u're a good kisser) so i guess i'm a bad kisser. D: nvm i shall start eating cherries more often...xD
my fish and chips with a USA flag! =D no actually the flag belonged to kint's fish and chips but i koped it cos it looked nicer on mine! =x for once we din go arcade after dinner so i rushed home to collate the photos and videos and i spent a very long time uploading them! and the worst thing is i actually ate my flu med before meeting them so i felt super drowsy the whole way~now i can finally go rest in peace. =x
ohohoh and xin dar's drink came with a cherry so i tried to tie the stalk with my tongue (apparently if u can do it u're a good kisser) so i guess i'm a bad kisser. D: nvm i shall start eating cherries more often...xD
my fish and chips with a USA flag! =D no actually the flag belonged to kint's fish and chips but i koped it cos it looked nicer on mine! =x for once we din go arcade after dinner so i rushed home to collate the photos and videos and i spent a very long time uploading them! and the worst thing is i actually ate my flu med before meeting them so i felt super drowsy the whole way~now i can finally go rest in peace. =x
Friday, January 2, 2009
I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
*i typed half my new year entry already, but i'm still waiting for the pics and videos. =x
