Tuesday, December 9, 2008
started spring cleaning the house on fri...then went out for piu session at cck. (izu pangseh me when she was the one who wanted to piu! D:). then early on sat morning met sis to collect clothes and she dragged me to go shopping at taka~x.x i used to like looking at toys but that day really traumatized me. TT after that was supposed to go cycling but it was raining so i ended up watching an anime called "special A". it's about an elite class and more specifically a guy and a girl always competing to be the top. (yeah it sounds simple but it's super~~~cute xD)
after that went to meet ce and kint at lot1. as usual they were late!! and i already walked so slow somemore cos it was raining. x.x even though we brought a big umbrella but in the end still got drenched...THEN I HAD TO WAIT IN FOR CE AND KINT SOMEMORE! -.- and the best thing is they walked right past me at the mrt station...x.x on sun had to do spring cleaning part 2 then were supposed to meet the piu gang again but they last min cancelled it so i went to watch quarantine.
the movie is damn scary lah! at first it was quite boring. but then...after the whole thing i was actually quite stunned. although the ending's expected but still...x.x then on mon we went to amk to piu (again). cant really remember much of what happened yesterday...at first i thought it was cos i've been too tired these few days but i realised it's cos i'm emo-ing. (win liao loh din even realise i was emo-ing. x.x)
sometimes the dreams feel so real that i dun want to wake up. and i remember last time my sis still suan me that she managed to get together with all the guys she liked. but dun worry i know i've said this many times before. i'll pretend as ifnothing happened and i'm not feeling what i'm feeling. but sometimes the feeling gets so strong that i cant bring myself to look at him. so...i'll do what i normally do. run and hide.
i may look okay on the surface but inside i'm really trying to control the longing. to quote from one of liang jing ru's songs: "如果能在一起那該有多好？“ and to celine: how can i make myself forget my feelings if u keep reminding me of him...-.- this really explains why i cant look into his eyes. cos i can hide my feelings through facial expressions, through actions etc, but i cant hide my eyes. my eyes cant lie...
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现 在眼角
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到 对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱 付出去多少
然后得到多少 并不计较
当我想清楚的时候 我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高 oh~~ya~~
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到 对的人出现
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现
*thisismymagicaltale*