i'm glad that after everything that happened u said we can still be friends. really really glad. =) i wouldnt want to lose a good friend i've had since sec3 just cos of a failed relationship. but pardon me if i dun seem like myself yet though. yes, i've become much much more like my old self before we got together ever since we broke up. and i'm happy with my life now. not that i wasnt happy with u, but sometimes things just get too confusing.
i'm not happy with the lie i told u, but it was an easy way out of a difficult situation and i dun regret it. sometimes i miss having someone to cuddle with, someone to just talk crap with, and someone whom i can just exchange a look with and he can understand everything i'm trying to say without words. i miss having that someone. not really thinking of anyone in particular but just missing that feeling.
but i wont settle for less though. if i ever do find that someone, he must be someone who likes me and whom i like too. no more being second best. and in case u're wondering, yes i'm emoing these few days and celine is my new emo-partner. xD
this is the vid i took of dek and kint playing beethoven exchange places...at least they fared better than me and xin cos due to my stupidity we failed. x.x anyway my tou-pai skills sucks so...=x was trying to include both of them and the arrows in the screen. fail miserably. anyway did i mention that arcade guy wasnt there again on fri night?? we have a theory that maybe he noticed me and celine stalking him so he asked his boss for a transfer...=(
but anyway he's just an eye candy so pls dun say till like i stalking xiaodidis can. -.- that one more of celine's specialty...LOL. =x
the vid i took of izu and kint dancing join the party crazy...dun know why that night me and izu got the crazy idea of attempting that song. =x included dek and xin in the vid too...hurhur look at their expressions! xD
*thisismymagicaltale*