Sunday, November 30, 2008
was supposed to write my 100th blog entry last night but couldnt think of any topic that's suitable for a "100th entry" post. =x so nvm i shall reserve one draft and post it next time...updates on the weekend!
fri:
think we went to secret recipe to celebrate ce's bday belatedly. got her fave marble cheese cake as a surprise and i was trying so hard not to mention it but after that i realised the cat's already out of the bag! x.x after that we chiong to cck to piu (as usual). oh yeah did i mention it was the first time we met max and xin's friend shan? so...tried to psycho jojo to play piu but was unsuccessful. =x played bishi bashi also but it's in chinese. think i prefer the jap version more cos the games like more fun leh...T.T
after playing we went to mac where kint told his funny (and lame) jokes again to dek and max. OMG lah i really like the ba zhang one. maybe cos it was the only one i got right. =x and then they told us a riddle called johnny johnny johnny johnny wheeeee johnny ( i realise i cant spell johnny without typo). AND TILL NOW I STILL DUN KNOW THE ANSWER!!! T.T
sat:
had my south asia paper and must say that it was better than i expected (or maybe i just had low expectations) cos i was expecting to have very few things to write but i managed to crap at least 2 pages for each question! xD shows how good i'm at crapping. then went home intending to sleep before meeting ce to go ecp cycle and be extra at her sai clan bbq but din have enough time...x.x i really go there rot loh. no other word for it. really rot till very thorough liao.
cycling was super fun!! although i really throw till no more face to throw liao. x.x nearly fell with the bike when i tried to get on and then needed someone to 伸出援手 LOL. =x think i'm addicted to cycling liao~but my butt really hurts. =/
sun:
went cycling early in the morning (really super early loh. nearly din want to wake up. x.x) at cck. it was more fun than i thought!! except for the times when i had to cycle on the road. =x damn scared loh and i was sure that the drivers would look at me and think "wa this NOOB cycle till so crooked de worh". x.x after that went to wait for ce at je (she was VERY VERY VERY late!!) then meet kint jojo max dek at bugis to go sim lim.
then went to eat dau huay and the cup super fun cos there are riddles on them! xD after that went piu again~but think these few days i 'exercised' my legs too much cos i was damn tired after just one game. x.x
finally tomorrow last paper liao...planning sleep like dun know what after that then go work. $_$ must work to have enough money to spend during hols!! =DDD
why am i always stuck in a vicious cycle? all the things seem to be repeating themselves, just with different people...i've realised that forming attachments is really emotionally tiring. i will not let myself obsess again. easier said than done i guess. have u ever felt such deep longing that it actually becomes a real ache? or woke up from a nightmare and started wondering if it would come true?
Saturday, November 29, 2008
changed my blog song again. dun know why just suddenly thought of this song and just nice suits my current mood. x.x its mv is damn funny with a stupid ending but the song itself is quite sad. listen carefully to the lyrics...
慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕再一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想
被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
应该放晴的天气
还下雨
别这样下去
我难过
但是说不出口
一直逃避
我以為闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友
Monday, November 24, 2008
i just managed to give myself a huge scare. the kind of scare which only happened once before, when i was 10years old. the kind of scare where, if given a choice, i would have ran as far away from the scene as possible. but as it happened, i was stuck inside my house's toilet for 30mins. this is going to sound weird and unbelievable.
soooooo i went to the toilet and closed the door. and it was then that i realised something's not quite right. perhaps it was something to do with a thing wiggling between the door? yes u saw it right. A LIZARD KENA STUCK ON MY TOILET DOOR!! x.x so then i was pondering whether to:
1. run out of toilet as fast as i can (of cos, after opening the door and thus releasing the lizard)
2. stay in the toilet till morning and my ma comes to rescue me and interrogate me about why i left the lights and tv on and decided to sleep in the toilet.
3. stay till the lizard stops moving ie when it's safe to open the door.
4. faint and whimper (not necessarily in that order)
so...i spent 30mins in the toilet doing nothing except staring at the lizard wiggle and deciding what to do. whoever said i'm indecisive, i think u're proven right. meanwhile, my hands were shaking badly and i was contemplating whether i should climb out of the toilet (u know...that tiny winow on top of the door).
then i heard my bro coming home and i thought about asking him for help, but knowing him for the unhelpful person he is, i decided to handle it on my own (afterall i already spent 30mins inside). i believe i must be a particularly hardworking person as i started thinking about my psych revision. how was i going to do it when i was stuck in the toilet without the textbook? it was at this point that i started wishing i had brought the book with me to the toilet.
eventually i realised i had no choice but to open the door. so i opened it inch by inch...and guess what? THE LIZARD WAS STUCK THERE, refusing to come out (or off, depending on how u see it). i'm guessing it's still there, no reason for me to check. now i'm worried about the lizard coming to find me for revenge in my dreams tonight, so that probably means no sleep for me tonight. this is just like how i thought the snail would find me for revenge when i was 10.
amazed how someone can turn a 30-mins toilet encounter with a lizard into a long blog entry? well i just did. =)
Friday, November 21, 2008
If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time
If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...
if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there...
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..for me?
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
saw a thread on books in PPF and somehow got the urge to compile a list of books i read/want to read. we must always share good things!! so here are some recommended titles. =]
if u're in the mood for soppy/mushy/emo stuff...
Sophie Kinsella
-remember me
-can u keep a secret
-the undomestic goddess
-the shopaholic series
Nora Roberts
-stanislaski brothers trilogy
Dorothy Koomson
-marshmellows for breakfast
-the cupid effect
-my best friend's girl
Cecelia Ahern
-P.S. i love u (yes the movie was based on this)
-if u could see me now (a damn sad book, wanted to re-read it but dun have the guts to)
-a place called here
Marian Keyes
-this charming man (still reading in progress...)
-the other side of the story
Chris Manby
-getting personal
-second prize
Jane Green
-second chance
-the other woman (very nice and unexpected twists)
Meg Cabot
-princess diaries (yes there'a movie based on this)
-the mediator series (under another name i think)
-size 12 is not fat (haha very good read. cheers ppl up.)
-size 14 is not fat either (continued from the previous book)
Francine Pascal
-fearless fbi series (stuck at book 4 forever, still waiting for new books. more of adventure type)
-fearless series (very old series =x)
if u're in the mood for some heavy reading (ie historical stuff etc)
Adeline Yen Mah
-chinese cinderella (about a girl who's not that doted on in her family)
Authur Golden
-memoirs of a geisha (dun think i have to elaborate)
Jacqeline Carey
-kushiel's justice
-kushiel's mercy (they are actually from the same series but i din read the rest)
Jodi Picoult
-nineteen minutes
-the 10 circles of hell
-harvesting the heart
(actually all her books are nice but i shall just list a few here)
if u're in the mood for some supernatural action...
Trudi Canavan
-age of the 5 series (very very nice. based on magic)
-the magician's guild (3 books in the series, completed)
Stephenie Meyer
-the twilight series (still waiting for the first movie, 4 books in total. completed. tried to look for other books but...=x)
Kelley Armstrong
-the summoning series (introduced to me by celine, but i went to dig up more of her books and actually they are all very nice) xD
Darren Shan
-demonata series (very very suitable for ppl who likes gore, horror and suspense. waiting for book 7 and 8 to be available for reservation in the library)
-the vampire prince series (12 books in total if i remember correctly. completed)
J.K.Rowling
-harry potter series (7 books in all, completed. no need to elaborate. =D)
L.J.Smith
-the night world series (very nice supernatural author. was crazy over her a few years back. stillam actually. =x)
-the vampire diaries series (very romantic yet sad)
-secret circle trilogy (circle daybreak, circle twilight and circle midnight. think i got the names wrong but roughly it's like that lah. =x)
that's all for now, shall post more if i remember.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
my sis insists that my previous post wasnt hua chi enough. x.x um...how shall i start? o.o let's see...while we were practicing for our jap oral, the convo went something like this:
M: どこへいきたいですか。
H: にほんへいきです。
M: そうですか。
H: lim さん、どこへいきたいですか。
M: わたしもにほんへいきたいです。
H: そうですか。いっしょにいきませんか。
hurhur u dun have to know what we talked about...but i managed to hua chi for very long over this!! even though it was just practice nia lah. =x hey a girl can dream right. =.= and then...he managed to forget his vocab during the actual test. O.O AND HE STARTED TO BLUSH!! hurhur. guys with big eyes who blushes? hahaha damn cute i tell u. =x
okay is this hua chi enough? -.-
anyway~went to play squash with sis today. AND SHE SAID I'M GETTING THINNER!! that's good news okay. xD then halfway through i forgot what triggered my hua chi-ness but i started telling her about the uber-cute guy LOL. after that we went to the cathay to watch the coffin. who was the one who said she dun really watch horror movies~~~and then jumped at a certain part? o.o hurhurhur...
basically the movie quite nice lah but somehow just dun have the X factor that makes me want to run out of the theater. =x saw posters of other movies i want to watch!!
1. quarantine
2. highway to hell: km31 (or something)
3. beverly hills chi hua hua
Saturday, November 15, 2008
shall start from yesterday. went to clementi kbox with celine and accidentally discovered a photohunt machine there. (yes now our big name of JE PIU GANG exists in clementi too!! xD) sang alot of new songs...but din really finish all the i wanted to sing. sing shang ying liao. =x after then went to eat dinner at pizza hut (since it's just nearby).
then today went to pei celine buy her ipod, piu, have dinner and watch madagascar...OH YEAH before that must mention my jap oral loh. already braindead enough after once liao still need do it twice. x.x BUT THE GOOD THING IS my partner is my jap class eye candy!! lolol. =x nothing much to say about piu and dinner...but the movie was really damn funny and touching in some parts okay.
THE BEST PART was the hippo finally realising that the giraffe has always been in love with her! xD haha it was so obvious from the beginning lah. but the sweetest part was when the giraffe said to moto moto (his rival): "i hope u treat her like a queen. she likes breakfast in bed, her eggs sunny side up, and her laugh is the most beautiful thing on the world." i was like OMG so sweet lah. x.x hurhur...too bad this kind of thing doesnt happen in real life.
anyway...as we were walking to the bus stop we took pics of the pretty lights~
oops i think that's half of kint in the pic. =x spoil the picture sia!! T.T
oh yeah oh yeah. shared my theory with celine on the bus on the way home. my hypothesis is :"singapore guys are really very CMI ie not gentleman enough". hurhur...so it lead to the sharng of our individual observations. but really loh some are worse than others...=x
Thursday, November 13, 2008
© Jeff Thomas // Azuzephre
Monday, November 10, 2008
first of all...happy birthday celine~one year older le worh so now u're 3 years older than me. =x hurhur...(this is not late okay considering i was the first one to wish her through sms! and yes i'm very proud of the achievement okay.) xD so~was supposed to play bball on sat morning but i canceled it due to last-minute laziness and certain other factors. let's just say i wanted to prevent further misunderstandings. =x
anyway~went to je to fetch izu and kint. they are 2 notoriously late ppl so i din bother reaching there on time, but even then i spent around 15mins waiting for izu. -.- then we decided to go ntuc to buy food~hey i was starving okay. din eat breakfast and lunch hoh. ce brought her hamham to my house...and she peed on my sofa...=.= hamham i mean, not celine. =x and the worst thing is...somehow i suddenly looked at my jeans and found a da bian on it. O.O
after i cooked noodles for izu and ce (eh pouring hot water in also considered as cooking okay) and basically be their slave, we started playing monopoly. izu wanted to be the banker so that she wont have to play, but in the end somehow i became the banker. o.o ce had the least properties but in the end SHE WAS THE RICHEST COS SHE GOT 4 MRT STATIONS!! okay lah they are actually called railway stations but sg dun have so many railway stations mah. =x
after that we rushed to sim lim (cos ce kept reminding us and tell us to stop playing after we're addicted!! nobody went to my very spectacular $1000 plot of land. x.x) and ce got her hdd. i think i sort of blanked out during the trip cos i cant actually remember much. =/ then we went to jap village to eat. seriously none of the food looked appetising loh...x.x drank till i damn zhang sia. then we went to piu~okay i think arcade guy really stopped working there cos this is the 3rd time already!! wasnt it supposed to be third time lucky?? D:
OH YEAH i won izu in car racing!! hiak hiak hiak...thanks to my last min 'accidental crash' with her LOL. went to kint's house after that...and along the way something damn embarrassing and scary happened. =x think i scared the buona vista control station guy half to death. T.T k no more going to that station for the next 5 years or so~first time tonned at someone's house sia (if i remember correctly i used to ton at beach/chalets/sch/mac) and was initially intimidated by his mother. o.o
then the 2 of them went to do their hdd and com thingy while i was (diligently) studying my philo...then he had to go intro me a new comic and destroy my studying plan cos i ended up reading the comic the whole night. x.x really cant remember much liao...just that i thought tonning was supposed to be playing or something de. o.o but instead we went there...and watch the host sleep. -.- i think i fell asleep around 4+ cos i just got too bored lol. =x
sometime around 3am (i think) it started to rain heavily with very very loud thunder and bright lightning. i never thought i was the thunder-fearing type but omg lah when i was alone in the room i ended up hugging the pillow and covering my ears. x.x not to mention before that i heard ppl singing (at 2am in the morning? o.o) @@
here comes the funny part...ce had been harping on about her mac breakfast since sat (oh and did i mention i was the first to wake up?) but she had difficulties waking the host up. AND I DIN GET TO WATCH MY WEEKLY DOSE OF DORAEMON! D: AND KINT REALLY DESERVES HIS NAME OF ZIMO!! =x
after reaching home went to jurong point to celebrate ma's birthday in advance with her, bro and his gf. went to eat crystal jade and i ate the exact same things all over again! (i decided to include my list of favourite food) xD after that went shop shop around...was supposed to buy a bag but although i liked it somehow i din like it enough to buy it. =x yes i'm picky~of cos u should only buy the things u really really like lah. x.x
oh yeah...CE NEXT WEEK WHEN ARE U FREE TO GO K BOX?? i think i'm commiting suicide. my exams start in 2 weeks and i'm still making plans to go k box and play squash. o.o
Friday, November 7, 2008
i can foresee a long entry about tmr on sunday...so i shall get rid of the irrelevant things today. xD rushed out my philo term paper till 4am last night...then woke up at 9 to rush out my blog comments. =.= so tiring~lucky today de philo lecture ended almost 1hr earlier so i had a long afternoon to slack~hurhurhur. OH YEAH. we got our jap oral interview pairings today and i realise my name wasnt in the list so after i told the sensei...she anyhow paired me up. o.o then she said i have to do it twice since another girl's partner is alway MIA. x.x should have seen my expression sia...hope they take the better grade. =x
have to sleep really early tonight~feeling tired to go out but yet not tired enough to sleep. x.x finally man...this whole week consisted of chionging out presentations, papers and projects. T.T fnally man~can slack for today and tomorrow. =x tmr is mugging night! xD
Thursday, November 6, 2008
hurhur i'm feeling so proud of myself now! just went to check my psych midterm paper on ivle and i did better than expected...cos it was a last-min paper. =x apparently i do well unde pressure huh. (cos i remember i was trying to rush out my philo paper at the same time). anyway, exams coming soon in 2 weeks so i can predict myself temporarily giving up PIU and audi and basically anything that makes me an un-dull person. D:
was supposed to go the cathay to watch the coffin last night...since plaza sing dun have any evening timings. but the tickets were sold out!! omg~weekday night leh. x.x so din get to watch anything since there wasnt anything else that i wanted to watch...(i did not even consider HSM3 cos too bimbotic for me!! =x) my exams start on the 22nd and it would be the 8th this weekend!! (no i'm not panicking. see how calm i am. NOT!)
i think now would be a good time to gek my sis. last night she could have taken a direct bus home...but she told me that bus stop dun have her bus so she going take another bus and then transfer. and the thing is...after her bus went off i saw her direct bus right behind! so behind the kind (and cute and smart) sis that i am, i sms-ed her to tell her the news! hohoho~
apparently exams make me high. shall go try to zibi myself so that i wont scare ppl off. =x
Monday, November 3, 2008
i'm glad that after everything that happened u said we can still be friends. really really glad. =) i wouldnt want to lose a good friend i've had since sec3 just cos of a failed relationship. but pardon me if i dun seem like myself yet though. yes, i've become much much more like my old self before we got together ever since we broke up. and i'm happy with my life now. not that i wasnt happy with u, but sometimes things just get too confusing.
i'm not happy with the lie i told u, but it was an easy way out of a difficult situation and i dun regret it. sometimes i miss having someone to cuddle with, someone to just talk crap with, and someone whom i can just exchange a look with and he can understand everything i'm trying to say without words. i miss having that someone. not really thinking of anyone in particular but just missing that feeling.
but i wont settle for less though. if i ever do find that someone, he must be someone who likes me and whom i like too. no more being second best. and in case u're wondering, yes i'm emoing these few days and celine is my new emo-partner. xD
this is the vid i took of dek and kint playing beethoven exchange places...at least they fared better than me and xin cos due to my stupidity we failed. x.x anyway my tou-pai skills sucks so...=x was trying to include both of them and the arrows in the screen. fail miserably. anyway did i mention that arcade guy wasnt there again on fri night?? we have a theory that maybe he noticed me and celine stalking him so he asked his boss for a transfer...=(
but anyway he's just an eye candy so pls dun say till like i stalking xiaodidis can. -.- that one more of celine's specialty...LOL. =x
the vid i took of izu and kint dancing join the party crazy...dun know why that night me and izu got the crazy idea of attempting that song. =x included dek and xin in the vid too...hurhur look at their expressions! xD
Sunday, November 2, 2008
it's not a game...
tiring days. shall update more few days later.
