Monday, September 15, 2008
i was actually feeling quite happy and optimistic about things generally today.
but life's like that. just when u've deceived urself into believing maybe, perhaps, everything will work out the way u want them to, u're forced to face up to reality.
that's what just happened to me. i'm a contradictory person. i say i'm a cynic, and i really am. but i cant hide that small part of me that still hopes. i watched a korean/jap show recently (i cant even remember the name or what is it about) but i remember this line "it isnt embarrassing or shameful to experience one-sided love. it's only scary when u no longer crave for love."
my biggest mistake was giving myself hope. the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment.
是時候忘記你了。
*thisismymagicaltale*