was supposed to go lan today but some fker showed me attitude. in the end went home and that fker wasted my time and made me wake up so early for nothing. as usual nothing has changed. still the same own controlling bastard. and here i still thought we could go out normally. now i cant even be bothered to keep in contact.
for those of u who dun know anything, dun know how to say anything constructive other than "but he's very good what!", tell u what, u can have him. my point is, SHUT THE FUCK UP IF U DUN KNOW WHAT HE'S LIKE! if u have never been pushed by him (literally), never been beaten by him, never been hurt by him PLEASE GET THE FUCK OFF AND DUN COME TELL ME HOW GOOD HE IS!
i really regret going out.
apparently listening to emo songs make me cry non-stop. i'm such a sentimental fool. tsk.
and i thought fairy tales existed.
*thisismymagicaltale*