k now that i got the guild outing entry out of the way...it's time for some emo and random stuff!! =x u know what to do eh. if cant take it then click exit hoh...x_x
had alot of free time today where i either stood and stoned or sat and stoned. so i did alot of reflective thinking. but first things first, talked and crapped alot with celine today. still remember particularly funny parts of our convo...
celine: "eh why u so bad taste one? so many guys to like u pian pian go like one that's not shuai,(we have very different tastes but i have to agree with her on this point) that's rude, uncaring and not gentle towards girls at all de?"
me: "yeah i know i very bad taste...=("
and as i told her, let's say initially it was 80%, then it became 30% and finally became 0%.
it's like...i may think he's special, but actually to him i'm just another passer-by, just another girl, or in my recent kou tou chan "lu ren jia (passer by A)". lolz =/
making big meanings out of small gestures...that's my flaw. from now on i'm going to be cold like ice and plain like water (directly translated from one of zhang hui mei's old songs).
haix...haven really finish emoing but...cant really remember what i wanted to write...
i heard that heartbreak does that to ppl. short term memory LOL.
*thisismymagicaltale*