did u really have to do all this? was there a need to give ur junior my number so that she can "talk" to me? what makes u think i will appreciate having a stranger know my number and having her "talk" to me? u should be glad i din give her a more colourful version of f*** off. just leave me alone cant u? aint 18 months of unhappiness enough for u? it was certainly enough for me and i have no wish to repeat everything again.
isnt it funny how my ma consoles u instead of me? indeed there's no need for her to console me cos i dun really feel sad. just really miss all those memories we had but i know i haven been happy since very long ago. u know what she said? "u very jian qiang one mah dun need me to console...nothing will happen to u de mah..." and my response was "okay then i go jump down someday and see how u regret it." but nah...i'm not really so stupid to go jump down just to prove something.
it's not that i'm strong. it's just that i dun like to show ppl my weaknesses cos they can always use it against me. when u care about someone u are the most vulnerable cos they, or others, can always use that against u.
the feeling of liking someone is really very sweet. oh well even if it's one-sided at least i know i wont get hurt.=)
*thisismymagicaltale*